You haven’t really changed at all
and now I’m trying to make you reason
You don’t think about the consequence
You treat yourself like a shit or nothing
put your head together ‘cause I need You to be aware and composed
you suffer from becoming sick
it’s not your fault If monsters wear out You.
I don’t really need to drink much to get drunk
it’s just my way to avoid thinking about
bad things that I created volountarily
‘cause calm and self-control don’t fit on me
I was concious so I was doubly dumb
maybe I was too young but not impulsive enough and now
I’ve become exactly the opposite from that one, You said I grew up too fast.
Appreciate that I cut my hair
it’s up to You to recall when I was wrong
get your head together ‘cause
I need You to be polite, pretty and smart.
please let me stay in bed just for a little while
I can’t understand the difference from ill and tired
I was concious, I wasn’t dumb at time
but I didn’t chase your suggestion to change and now
I’ve become someone different from that one You thought you know before.
released March 17, 2017
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